Sunday, June 13, 2010
This is for all you Farers who've fallen by The Way. Well, me too. Today is Bill's birthday and the run-up to the festival of celebrations, including a Lake Day for (count 'em -- I did) about 95 people has rendered me useless in almost every way.
I did morning pages last week, like, twice. I did not EVER read last week's chapter.
Now, this confession is a generosity on my part. By ratting myself out and making my scarlet letters -- G and O for Goof-Off -- completely visible right here in the public Marketplace of the Digital Age, I am demonstrating for you, my people, that even the sherpa falls off the mountain sometimes. And now I'm sending forth the word that the way to proceed from the Marketplace of Shame is to climb back on the mountain.
1) Find your book & your morning pages notebook. I'm pretty sure I know where mine are. If you've lost yours, let this be a sign unto you that you should find them now.
2) Pick, oh, say TOMORROW as the day to get back on the horse. Look into your heart and see if you're actually willing and able to pick tomorrow and if it doesn't work, don't for goodness sake, pick it just to be pleasant. Just look. Pick a date that works. Honor that date.
3) Forgive yourself, utterly. I forgive you (and me) utterly. Guilt at this juncture is an ego trip you/I cannot afford.
4) On the date you picked, do your morning pages and be LOVING to yourself. I mean it. Read the Chapter number you have not yet read. For me it would be FIVE. Say unto yourself, "This is Week Five (or Three) or (possibly even, One.)"
This is redemption. This is grace. Enjoy.
5) And here at #5 is the Alternate Emergency Exit.
Look deeply into the same place in your heart into which you looked for a restarting date and make sure there is a true one there. If you can see that the time is not now or even a foreseeable now, send me an email and say, "I'm out." "I'm out for now." "I'm out forever." Whatever is true for you.
However you're out, if you are out, let me know. It's important to do this. I want you to be able to walk away whole and complete. You do not need to give me reasons. If it makes sense to you, it makes sense to me. My sherpa blessings are upon you always.
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For you, you know who you are, who have been upon the straight and narrow path this whole darned time, Congratulations! Feel insanely smug. You deserve it. And all good things.
Posted by Annie at 10:26 AM